lIfE iS JOurNeY nOt a GuID tOuR. . :)

            Today, i when to my school to take my SPM certificate. . actually wanna go wit my bestie, beela n rab. . but suddenly the 2 guys said ''tak jadi pulak'' haishh ! sabo jela dengan kome berdue. . =_= then i just go by myself alone without accompanied by anyone else. . 

            after take my certificate, i when to counselling room because i don't know where to go. . at there i meet my exdormate that the girl i really2 miss who is amirah syakinah azmi. A.K.A mela. . i take a conversation with my teacher. . and then share2 story with mela. . there's a many story yang  tak tercerita. . as if i'm not mistaken the last time that i meet her, and go to school since i take my SPM result. . after that memang tak de jejak kat skola langsung. . banyak sangat benda yang kiteorang share. . da lame xborak2 macam ny. . sedih sangat ! and happy dapat jumpe mela. . :')

            then i lepak2 kat hostel pulak meet my oll dormates merangkap kepada anak2. . hee~ this is because i'm theirs mummy. . da macam buat program jejak kasih ! dyeorang share story and buat luahan perasaan. . kesian sangat kt dyeorang sebab the new rules yang baru dikuatkuasakan dekat hostel 2. . hurmm aqak tak mampu tolong, yang aqak mampu cakap sabar jela. . tak lame lagi korang da na abez skola ryte ? ? huh ! naseb baek zaman aq ade dulu xteruk sangat. . 

           suddenly, i had already realized that i had been an adult. . saye sedar yang pemikiran and mentaliti saye da xmacam budak2 ny. . and i have a junior. . hurmm nampak sangat aq da tue ny ! huu~ sedih ! saye jadi senior dyeorang. . saye rase bertanggungjawab na tunjok kan contoh yg baek even though i'm not succesful at all. . i wanna they know that if we failure that not necessarily we failure forever. . they know about my result. . so i said to them to not be like me. . study hard, and make your parent happy. . get a real succes to get a better life in future. . 

           jumpe dyeorang seronok sangat sebab memang da lame xjumpe. . i have expense my money to buy chocolate for them. . tu jer yang mampu aqak belanje korang adeq2 ku sayang.  . huhu aqak tahu korang rindu aqak gile2 jugak kan. . hee~ sayang korang sangat2 >_<

          after that, my mum da tentu2 la da pegi kerje. . so, i have to take a bus to go to melaka central. . wow~ syaza amirah naik bas. . hehe kalu dari munshi bole jer kan2. . hu3 sebab dulu tyme outing at my school time ade jer naek bas na g mc. . g mc jumpe pulak my senior as known as my ex kakaq dorm. . aqak dorm tersayang 2. . with her tibe2 pulak terungkit kenangan lame. . 

         actually both of us had made a promises that only us know. . but both of us had broken it. . haishh~ how is it happen ? ? hurmm that because people changing. . that's the nature, all the living things change whether from bad to good or vice versa. . but the important things is how we manage it ! betul tu. . ex aqak dorm saye cakap yg penting kite tahu jage perbatasan and saye cakap yang penting setie. . hehe xpe kaq even though we had broken our promises but we are not doing something bad ryte. . hehe promise me to make him happy okay ! ^_^

*today i had learned about life. . and it give biggest impact in my life. . so, i have my own determination in my life. . to make it became reality only me can decide it. . so don't worry be happy. . remember this ! ''BUKAN NAMANYA KEHIDUPAN JIKA XDE DUGAAN DIDALAMNYA'' smile olweyz ! :D

will. I. am.

Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, everything happens the way it's supposed to  ??
tak salah merancang untuk mase depan, tapi kenalah redha dengan ape yang terjadi, rezeki masing2 ALLAH yang tentukan. . 


yes, it seem easier to leave it all to chance, to let fate decides. but does it really work out that way ?? soal haty dan perasaan, biarlah masa yang menentukan. hati kita ALLAH yang punye, hati kita ALLAH yang jage. .ini semua rahsia ALLAH. . kite hanye mampu berdoa. . andai ditakdirkan hidup bersama, pasti ALLAH permudahkan jalannya. . insya-ALLAH. . 


We can't just simply blame it on fate for everything that has happened in our lives. God gives us the ability to think, to choose and make our own decision in life. . 


''Jika ia hilang sekali pun, , tak perlu mencari. . tetap akan bertemu jua andai dia ditakdirkan untuk mu''


Even though we are given the choice to choose, it won't happen without God will. . so everything will fall back to its nature. We can choose, but God decides. . Bukan namanya kehidupan jika tak terdapat dugaan. . the important thing is, , tabah ! cause there's a way when there's a will. . . Jika benar suatu hary nanty kite berjauhan, , yakinlah bahawa sempadan, jarak dan waktu bukan lah satu titik nokhtak hubungan  kite hary ni. . asalkan haty kite bersatu, redha dan tawakal dengan takdir yang telah di aturkan olehNya. . 


I won't let u go, , if my heart stop beating, , i'll let u go. . :')

''Saling menyukai hanya kerana allah , saling mencintailah hanya kerana Allah , saling menyayangilah hanya kerana Allah , saling membahagiakanlah hanya kerana Allah , Kerana hanya Allah-lah yang dapat menumbuhkan rasa cinta , kasih sayang dan kebahagiaan tersebut"